It wasn’t me who started!
frankly speaking, there’s nothing in him that might attract me …none…at all!!
not his being silly, clumsy (most of the time),
not his jokes
not even his intelligence (sorry if it might sound too violant)
….so, I just wanna get things clarified, coz I badly need to get my (ehm, couldnt find a better word) pride back…
for it has fallen down, when I realized that things didnt turn out to be fine..
how could that damn silly creature change his mind for only few days
(dunno how could I be so accurate for a certain case just like this)…dont mess with my heart! halah!!!
those signs did exist, and I didnt ask for anyone’s approval, but that sign of approval came to me, as if I was convinced of winning his (damn creature) heart!
well, then I was pretty sure…
till soon I realized that he seemed to get things wrong!
I thought that I misinterpreted the signs, or they’re just signs, they represent a thousand meanings, not always a crush!!!
hmm, later I figure out that..
I should put the blame on him…for being the irresponsible one, getting me messed up!!!
the bottom line is, he is suggested to be wise…
and me, I simply dont deserve him…
1 comment July 31, 2008
